Dead blog???

Okie..i know what u ppl think, this blog is dead!! I didnt know im suppose to write something new everyday though...U wana see dead blog?? Welcome to www.zenada.blogspot.com!! Lols..Well, better write something here...ppl said i hangat hangat tahi ayam!!

Quote & unquote " life's too peaceful" lately, nothing too inspiring!! Work is great but hectic....Friends are happy, family member's healthy...what more should i ask for??

New update?? Dr kiran is back for good from that long long maternity leave...had lunch with my future surgical colleague (hopefully) the other day, Oh...i can so foresee this in the future...( i was on cloud 9 while talking to them!! Complement from the legendary Dr KIRAN??) They even had plans for me to make me a M.O in surgery!! Okie...now i'm bit scared, afraid of not being able to live up to their expectations......

Remember how i was complaining all the time when started working in ED?? Guess i was wrong, i think Ed is kinda nice too. Too comfy to change department now....haihz...awaiting sept 29th, gonna go new posting.... But 'change is good', rite??

Okie...enough of nonsense. I ditch locum today, thought i should study... hehe but what m i doing now?? Better open my books....ciaoz!!

p/s: Blog might hibernate for awhile, until i come back from Taiwan trip!! Looking forward......:P

The newlywed!!

What a hectic but wonderful day!!...Okie...i worked from 7- 12pm today,...& rushed (literally) to Dr Mawaddah's wedding!!

But as usual...we waited at hospital for PPL to arrive until 2pm & made our way to Putrajaya Hall...

These are the pics taken while laming around the hospital.....Countless!

still feel out of place...

3 posers!!

She says she's pretty!! i Think so too!!

in our best!! :P

So out of place le...where's POh??

.......???....



So left out in wardrobe department!!

Okie...i'm lame!!

Miss her so much...

Difference with above pic??....??!!??

Really touched when this lovely girl aka energy bunny walked into the hall ....smiling brightly....!

Jelousy!! Lols...

Best wishes to u Mawad!!

Met alot of our colleagues there...even the rare rare Dr Poh!!...lols...maybe coz someone is there too??

Well, overall it was a perfect ceremony. The decorations, ppl, food, gifts...and neverthless the bride & bridegroom....awww! Look so unconditionally in love!!

?? Maypoh

Acting cute???? Blek!

Okie..one thing undeniable, we were more like lost in our own world, taking pics and laming around!!

After that i rushed back to work... (to complete my 7 hours job!), continue work at GP, & exercised my mouth at nite!! (steamboat!!...so full!)

Now is the best time to bit u guys goodnite...so Sweet dreams!!

With love from Hospital Klang...

Workload!!! Argh..everywhere's the same..

How u guys doing?? Heard its very very eventful in ED?? Miss working with you guys...


Heard there's a new addition to the ED family today...Dr Firdaus!! Welcome welcome...Just in time to relieve the burden of the already insufficient doctors....


May!! How's it like to start work this hectic, right after holiday??? Sux right?? Haha...I cant wake myself up this morning after that 'rubbish' chat with u yesterday lar!! I reached Hosp Klang like 1 hour late ok!!...It's jam pack here!


Klar...just wana say Hi....let's work!!


~With love from Hosp klang~



Really flower from Klang leh!!

Detoxify!!!!

Its alwiz ?whiter on the other side

Haihz...feeling sour seeing her like this...

Dear *********, u've been having this insomnia problem since...2 months ago?? Dont deny the root of the problem, face it & solve it! You said u never hate someone this much b4??...Well, i hope it's just temporary..cause its toxic.



Look at it this way. There must be a reason u were brought together, & a solid excuse for the separation...but it doesnt have to cause hatred. U can feel resentful initially, its normal. But don't hate, it is toxic & in the end of the day ,you'll suffer.


Time will heal everything. As time passes...the memories fade, someday u might bypass this person not knowing who he is.....it's just a thunderlight through the days of blues. Stop taking meds , seriously unhealthy...try piriton though...lols! Since u alwiz get flu...1 stone kill 2 birds!!

10 lessons of the day :

1. Take a deep breathe, it calms the mind

2. Get rid of anything that's not useful/joyful/ beautiful

3. Whatever doesnt kill you really does make you stronger

4. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer

5. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Dont save it for special occasion.

Today is special...

6. You take charge of ur own happiness

7. Always choose life

8. Forgive everyone, & everything

9. What ppl think of u doesnt matter

10. Time heals everything... give time time!


Take this in & give each other 10 lessons everyday!!

Time really does heals... ( tested & proven!)

p/s: *yawn*! tired d..how i wish i got insonmia....:P (kidding! nitey!)

Dangerously in love......

I love you, i love you, i love you

Baby I love you you are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete if you weren't by my side
You're my relation and connection to the sun
With you next to me there's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrops I am the seed
With you and God who's my sunlight I'm blooming grown so beautifully
Baby I'm so proud, proud to be your girl
You make the confusion go all away from this cold and misty world

Chorus:-
I am in love with you (In love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (In love)
I'll never leave (Just)
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me
Cause I am in love with you (In love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (In love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me


And I know you love me love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy, easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication from you to me
Later on in my destiny I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife and I see my whole future in your eyes
But in awe of my love for you sometimes makes me wanna cry
Realize all of my blessings I'm greateful to have you by my side

Chorus:-
I am in love with you (In love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (In love)
I'll never leave (Just)
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me
Cause I am (So) in love with you (In love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (In love)
(No no no) I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me
(Loving me__)


Every time I see your face my heart smiles
Every time it feels so good it hurts sometimes
Created in this world to love, to hold, to feel, to breathe
To live you
Dangerously in love__ you yeah

Chorus:-
I am in love with you (In love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you
(In love, I love you, I love you I'll never leave)
I'll never leave (Just)
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me
Cause I am in love with you
(In love with you, Im in love with you)
You set me free
I cannot do, I cannot do anything without you in my life
Holding me, kissing me, loving me

Dangerously (Dangerously)
Dangerous, dangerously in love with you
Dangerous, dangerously in love
Oh I love you, I love you, love you, love you, love you, love you
I love you (I love you)
Oh yeah, I love you__
I love you, love you, love you
Love you, love you
(I love you)
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you

A friend in heart...

Adopted from hazzyalice.blogspot.com!

This is my long long best friend ever......Alice choo! Really thrilled to meet up with her again. Our history?? Well, we go way way back...like 10 years?? I've known her since form 2... yup, we were classmates. She stays just 5 mins walk away from my house.. (used to) & that's what bonded us i guess.

Just the flashback of those memories we had, made me smile....all sweet sweet memories!! I really do miss those days.....We really do have very different interests (quoted by her in her blog), but somehow we can click so well. The shopping, girls talk, KTV, parties....etc etc...

And those who does read her blog, Yes! i was her alarm clock back then... coz im alwiz an early bird & she on the other hand.... can sleep till the sun sets! Lols! I used to wake her up for exercise (kononnya! we walk to the timsum place!). Eversince high school, we're on a different path...becoming a landscape designer was always her dream! While i decided to study medicine......

How different are we?? She is a dark beauty while i'm fair (some say white!); she has that cool look, when i have the 'sotpluk' look!

We went soul out the other day to catch up... & we spotted a lovely drink (physically) named 'shot'...we thought what the hack..let's try it out. The next thing we know,we were drinking cough syrup!! Well, we only manage to finish 1 tube each...what a waste! I literally preferred the salts on the tube than the drink...yuksss!! & ALICE CHOO, where's the blog u were suppose to write an essay on the shot?? Lols...

Well, overall it was a lovely day! We met the 2nd day as well...too much to catch up & too little time.

Okie...i can go on & on about this...it'll never end!! let's put a stop at it! Till then my friend...arios!

Someone smart enough to order this dragonfruit juice!!

The legendary shot!! YukSSSSS!

Try to fit in!

Came back from dinner with friends...it's sad to know that everyone is not doing too well in their work. And these are ppl who usually ace in their job, looking forward everyday to work, save lifes & have unlimited gratitude from patients.

Dear d....things mite not work out as how u hoped for, but it will, sooner or later. I know the politics made ur life tougher, u hate working... u even want to join pharmaceutical company?? Is it worthwhile?? Isnt being a doctor alwiz ur dream?? Change yourself to fit in the environment. Friends can tolerate u, we can bear with you no matter wat happen... but colleagues are still colleagues...you cant sit there & wait for miracle to happen, dont you?? Make a change...quote & unquote "change is good"...make a move....

And..***, you equally hate this department... hate the job & the faces behind the masks....You stop trying. You couldnt care less to or not to impress...but who doesnt want to amaze ppl if they are capable to?? Dont take this job as as JOB per se, put in your passion...your heart. I expected more from you, if not a star houseman... at least do your best...You can if u try!

So anxious to become a doctor!!




Me?? I love my job. I got lost for some time . Well, good thing is im bringing myself back on track. Was too slack in ED... i literally dread myself to work everyday!! After resting, I realise i missed working...i missed saving lives & interactions with patients & colleagues. (my topic was evolving around my profession when out 'yamcha' with friends!!)


Recruit ourself where we left...make it better, if not the best...Well, the future is in our hands!!


Remind ourselves why we chose this profession & look forward for recognition....


Hope the next time ,when we shall meet, smiley faces await us!!!

Days of working EOD & still smiling!!